Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Two Years Later

More Than Two Years Later...:

Thought I'd update all of you who are still following this blog. It's been over two years since that toxic ex-friend and I fought last and no longer became friends, which doe not matter to me anymore. You know, I've learned quite a bit from my college friends about life as an adult.

Yesterday, I accompanied my mother to a local Target store, and I remember seeing a burlesque large man that reminded me of my toxic ex's father. I simply paid no mind and just walked about the store. Then in one part I recall seeing a woman who resembled my toxic ex-friend's mother. For some reason, I had forgotten about seeing the father at that point. I paid no mind and continued looking around.

It was not until I was leaving the store when I noticed a familiar vehicle sitting there. That was when it hit me: Those were my toxic ex-friend's parents.

However, I am no longer scared of them. It's not because of the situation going on in the United States about cops being targeted due to injustice in Ferguson and New York City. I believe the people responsible for such injustices are actually those sitting in elected judicial offices, lawyer offices, and those lurking about the courthouse.

I'm just not scared of them because my toxic ex-friend is a long thing of the past. That's why I haven't been posting anything on here lately.

Looking Back At It From The Perspective of Me Now:

When I look back to what happened, I realize that it was one of those high-school style friendships that a sad number of people are trying to re-live. To be honest, I'm a grown adult. As a person gets older, hanging out and having friends is no longer the priority. Instead, it is bettering one's self. That's what I'm working to do now.

I am currently in my second year at a community college, but I intend to carry on to university. At the same time, I am in progress with my goals and have moved forward with my life. To be honest, I don't know where that girl is now, but I don't care if she's ahead of me or not in life. Right now, my life is all about me. Not her.

She's not in control of me. I am in control of me.

If We See Each Other...

When I was working at one place, one of her little minions saw me. She was with a boy and pretended as though we were just friends in high school. There's nothing wrong with it, because that's the same thing I would say about her. I just knew her in high school.

My toxic ex-friend and those minions are nothing in my mind than a group of girls who used to be my friends. I'm glad that we see it mutually and in that manner. Neutrality is the best way to go. No taunting, quipping, or jabs. Just hello and that's it.

In Conclusion:

I will forever be happy that I left. I don't know if any of you are okay with this or not, but I have something to talk about that happened since then.

In late 2013, I briefly dated a woman. Today, she is a friend to me, and I am much happier talking with her than the toxic ex. I also have a lot of other friends who are gay and are my friends that I hang with some times. They have been so accepting of me just as I have been of them, and to think of what happened had I just stayed with those girls. I would have gone nowhere, because one of the minions is against homosexuality.

Now I can walk around telling the world that I am a bisexual!

Anyway, I would like to conclude my blogging about this toxic friend. She's a girl of the past. An ancient relic walking the Earth. I'm proud to be the me of now, and I'm proud to be where I am at.

All of my current friends are the best!

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Some Updates and a Couple Tips

It's Been A While!

Quite a bit has happened to me since I last posted in this blog. Not outing anyone here, but I have learned that my toxic ex-friend has graduated from community college with an associates. The informant in that matter is anonymous, which brings me to repeat something I have blogged about in the past.

Remember To Look Out For Toxic-Mutuals!

Toxic mutual friends can form from both old and new friends. Earlier this year, I had an issue where this could have happened, but I was able to prevent it. I am not going to be specific at that, so please read the previous blog.

Beware Of Events Involving Any Mutual Friends (Both Toxic and Non-Toxic)

Although you may know whom the close mutual friends are, there is no telling whom they may also be friends with given the fact both of you are disconnected. While having no connection and no means of seeing their sorry faces around you, they may pop up in the most unexpected places. While seeing them at a public shopping center, store, or school, you also have to be weary about going to parties and events.
Say someone invites you to a party they're throwing. You dress up, gather what you need to bring, and show up. That someone is so glad that you made it, and you're fitting right into the party. Nothing seems wrong.

All of a sudden, here comes the toxic ex-friend and his/her new and hot date. They're dressed so nicely that they stand out from the rest of the party goers. Almost instantly, you have that horrible churn in your stomach telling you that you need to get out of there.

What to do when this happens:

Pull the someone who invited you aside and demand that you two speak privately in a secluded place. Let them know about the situation, but tell them you won't be leaving too soon. You don't want your toxic-ex to think that  he/she won.

Return to the party and mingle with people who are not in contact with this toxic ex-friend. If he/she tries to come up to you, excuse yourself from the conversation and grab a snack or find another group to talk to. Same goes for his/her date. Whatever you do, do not mingle with him/her either.

Now, say you are at work. Only during the meeting is when he/she should see you and when in a group discussion should you two be talking. If you are meeting an awesome author/CEO and want to talk to him/her, don't leave. Wait to get the chance, and if that toxic ex-friend comes to talk to you, say something like "Do not talk to me. I do not want any contact with you."
If he/she begins to get verbally/physically/mentally aggressive, seek help immediately. Do not leave, because if you are isolated you can be subject to further attacks. Being anywhere by yourself while the toxic ex-friend is with his/her gang or just a boyfriend/girlfriend is even worse, because they in unison can attack you even harder.

Keep your cell phone on hand and be ready to dial 911. Summoning the police to that event not only keeps you safe but makes other people aware of your toxic ex-friend. Having a stranger with no connection to that toxic ex-friend should be treated like gold. He/she could help you!


You may think I'm paranoid when there is an incident like this. However, I have had only a few little issues where I was approached by my toxic ex-friend and her party. So far, they have not approached me as a group. Maybe that's because I've been going places that they would never visit.

Furthermore, I will be giving more advice as time goes on about this in future posts. Thank you so much for reading my blogs!

Saturday, January 25, 2014

My Epilogue: Life After The Toxic Ex-Friend

Better Late Than Ever!

Hey everyone! What I mean by this title is that I am fully over my toxic ex-friend. As a matter of fact, I have been over her for quite some time.


But while I must feel that way, I must proceed with caution when talking to mutual friends as well as sharing information online. Of course I chitchat with them a little bit, but there is no way that I will allow myself to travel with them in the same vehicle to any party or venue that they invite me to. If I am required to travel with them, my immediate answer will be no.

This is in wake to a situation that occurred in the Philippines. A celebrity entertainer named Vhong Navarro was badly beaten by a group of people after just one person lured him into an apartment. Thus, I must mention that you must make yourself fully aware of the location and the purpose of the party or venue before traveling to it. Also know how to get in and out as quickly and safely as possible.
And if you do meet someone who invites you to go elsewhere with them, DO NOT DO IT!

My Life Now

 I have to admit, after hanging out with this friendship gang, I found myself pursuing a very active college career. Not only am I taking my required subjects, but I am also participating in multiple clubs and organizations. I am also planning to join a sports team!
As for dating, I got into a brief one but the two of us realized that we were too busy for it in the first place. We're good friends now, and I expect to keep it that way. Of course there's the "What if this friend is like my last close friend?" thinking going on in my mind, but to be honest that cannot be the case. I never told this new friend about it, because it causes way too much drama.

People around me are very kind, friendly, and encouraging. I can tell you so many wonderful stories about my college life- despite this only being my second semester!

Oh, and I also befriended another person who looks just like my toxic ex! However, she's a lot more open and kind and very supportive when I need to talk!

Uncertainty Still Exists Though

And my toxic friend? Only saw her once, but that was moments after we passed by. I was too busy thinking to myself about a club activity that I did not even see her face. Don't really care if she saw me or whatever, because she's the past and I intend to keep her that way.

And the rest of the gang? Turns out our closest mutual also angered her and the toxic ex wants nothing to do with her. To be honest, if I did see that close friend I'd probably just say "Hi!" and move on. I am highly unsure whether the stuff the mutual (The one I still see on Facebook) says is true or not. For all I know they can be creeping around the hood planning a surprise attack on me.

 Although there is a possibility that in the future where it may happen, I am not afraid to say "Bring it on!"

And with that, I conclude this blog entry! Hopefully I won't ever have to begin writing the sequel!

Thursday, November 14, 2013

A Mini Essay I Wrote Today:

My Mini Essay On Moving On From Toxic Friends

So I was given a few key words today in a club I'm currently in at college. I was given a few brainstorm words to just materialize an essay, which I immediately thought up a good mini essay on moving on from a toxic friend:

 Learning To Move On

Moving on from a person of a negative influence is not an easy thing to do. Of course you are the one who wants to move on, but sometimes that person makes it difficult. You may find your daily routine interrupted as that person who is just so eager to win you back despite the impossibility of you doing so- just to step in and ruin your newly found fun. There may even be a series of implied arguments from that person, and a mutual friend may defend them as well.

The only way to escape such a situation is to replace those people with new and better friends, leaving the subject of those former friends muted and no longer spoken of again.

Sunday, November 10, 2013

An Update On The Ex

Things Are Getting Better, Although...

I don't want to get into full details of what I am up to in college, but I must tell everyone that things are getting better. So far and luckily, I have not had a single problem arise.

The mutual hasn't been talking to me, but I'm far from concerned with her. Thanks to my psychology class I have learned quite a bit about her position on this toxic ex-friend case. My mutual friend is none other than a negative influence. In other words, she would probably be the one to tell the whole group it's not my toxic ex-friend's fault that I left, but I don't care. Karma will prevail as it always has so I don't even bother with that group anymore. 

As for the "Although..." in this section, it has absolutely nothing to do with my story. To be honest, it has something to do with my advice to you as a survivor of a toxic friendships. I'm not going to turn you away as my problem is apparently not that huge (Although just for this term. I'm not very sure about Spring 2014.) at the moment. It may arise again if something like the minions actually returned to college (thanks to my toxic ex-friend's heavy spending ways while we still hung out).

Nonetheless, whether or not it were to happen I'm pretty much standing my ground. I love myself a lot more than I did when I was with these people, and I can gladly tell you that I have a very active college life. I'm joining a handful of extracurricular activities while in college and love every single moment of it! Moreover, the new and much more important people in my life are aware of these toxic people, so I know for a fact that it will be nearly impossible to try and ruin me now.

Hence the song "Look At Me Now" by Chris Brown.


Now that that's out of the way I have to admit that I am happy where I am at right now in my life. I know what I truly want to do, and more importantly I love all the people who I currently am with. They have been the biggest help and influence to me so far, and I expect them to remain there for the remainder of my college career.

When my toxic ex-friend did that stuff to me, I have since told myself that I will find people much better than her. I can now gladly say that I have accomplished that. The people I befriended in college mean a whole lot to me, and I indeed hope to continue my college career with them as my friends!

And until next post, see you later!


Friday, October 4, 2013

My New Toxic Ex-Friend Situation 1: Toxic Ex-Friend Secretly Transferred To The Same College As Me!

Sorry for not posting more entries lately!

There's been a lot of things going on lately. Lately, I've been dealing with the following problems:

1. Typical first-semester blues
2. Figuring out what I want to do though I'm an undecided major
3. Still searching for decent college buddies who are actually productive by nature.
4. My toxic ex-friend secretly transferred into the community college where I am attending.

Number 4 leads me to something that I did not realize could be a problem: The mutual friend. Not only is she the same person who told me that my toxic-ex had transferred to the community college where I am currently attending, but she has also seen me on campus!? Excuse my language, but the first thing I said when I found out was "Shit!"

Furthermore, remember when I said that my friends were something like a gang? Well, that mutual friend wants us to reconnect, and there is no way in this world that I ever want that! Therefore I have calculated a few outcomes as it may possibly spread to the other mutuals.

Outcome 1: Remember the movie "Odd Girl Out"? It's the movie where the gang totally alienates their victim and bullies her to where she nearly commits suicide? Though I am not in grade school anymore college does have the potential in the event my toxic ex and the "girls" join a sorority or something.

Outcome 2: I now risk getting stalked on campus not just physically but potentially socially as well. When I was in the gym Monday evening, there was a mutual friend over there that I recognized. She kept staring at me as I did my run on some gym machines. Not only did it freak me out, but I also noticed that she a sort of tracksuit that quite a few students were wearing. So glad I decided not to join the cross-country team!

Outcome 3: System manipulation. My toxic ex-friend's father just has to be a cop! And in the wake of that chase by the capitol building in Washington D.C. today by all those police (Right now one's sure if the woman even had a gun on her or not) it I can only just say wow! Anyway, when I talk about system manipulation I mean my toxic ex probably understands the system and may want to try an intervention where I'm forced to be back with her! Forgive my language but HELL NO!

Outcome 4: Threats. This is very unlikely, but I do know who to call, what to do, and how to get my way out of a potentially dangerous situation.


Due to the nature of the danger I may currently be in at my community college, I will try to help any of you who may be going through what I am currently going through. And although I am now risking my safety with this blog, I want to give you an idea how to arm yourself if this ever happens to you. This should not happen to you at all, and I guarantee you I will tell you whatever may be necessary for you to know!

Stay tuned! More details coming soon!


Friday, August 2, 2013

Extremely Toxic Friends (And Ex-Friends) Part 4: Permanently Losing Extremely Toxic Ex-Friend(s)

Permanently Losing Extremely Toxic Ex-Friend(s)

There are some very sick people in this world. Some are even sick enough to go chasing around people who have already told them to stay away. It's like a disease, and that person is supposedly "addicted" to that person.

That's not healthy, and if your extremely toxic ex or ETE is like this, file a restraining order immediately. As long as they are stalking you it will be very hard for you to move on.

Unfortunately, I cannot write a completely accurate guide to removing these sick individuals, but I can give you some suggestions.

1. Change Your Address

If you go with this suggestion, I have a few things that you must take into consideration:

1. Only tell those important to you that you plan to move.
2. Only tell those important to you your new address.
3. When notifying school or work of this move, privately speak in a securely sealed room with only a non-student office worker or better yet your manager. They should be aware of your stalker.
4. Choose a less likely place for your ETE and their buddies to reside within the next five years.
5. Keep the move offline, and don't ever post your new city online!

For me, I'd try to move to another state. Say you live in the Cleveland, Ohio suburb of North Royalton (I don't live there by the way). If you move some place like Brunswick it is still extremely likely that you may one day come face to face with your ETE.

2. Don't Be Afraid To Change Your Phone Number (All Phones) More Than Once!

The frequency depends really!
If someone whom both you and your ETE know and maybe even went to school or whatever with, I'd consider the dangers and watch whom I give my number to.

For an ETE who stalks or was a parasite, I'd say don't give your number to anyone who has ANY connection to the person. If your coworkers or boss had any connection to this person, you should also quit your job and look for a new one.  

You should probably change your number if:

1. The asker gives your number out like a gossiper trashes people out.
2. The asker directly gives your ETE the number and she and several people are harassing you.
3. You get strange calls like something's recording on the background. (Red Alert)
4. Your number is posted online (Double Red Alert)

3. Change Your IP Address

 If your ETE is a hacker, you will most definitely need to change your IP address periodically. Remember the guy who started that McAfee antivirus software? He changes his every day!

I don't really know exactly how, but here are a couple of links:

4. Migrate

In other news, join a new crowd. For example if you like pop, check out techno. And you hung out with the socialistas, join the civil activists. You pretty much get the picture.

But consider this list!

1. If your ETE ever shows up, warn your new closest pals (do not broadcast aloud)
2. Consider multiple new groups of people to hang out with.
3. Be open minded and willing to accept anything new that comes your way.
4. Fight your phobias head on. This helps you evolve and grow from the past!


Because I'm way past my toxic ex-friend, I really want to get this whole ETF/ETE blogging done and over with. I'm sorry I didn't post this within a week after the previous part, but I've been juggling a lot lately.

This will probably be the last of the how to's in completely removing these types of friends from your life. I cannot guarantee forever, because you will really need to work hard to keep them away.

And with that, I can finally conclude this discussion.

But stay tuned, I have something new up my sleeve coming real soon!